I'm 30 right now

I'm 30. This just happened 6 minutes ago. I still can't believe it.

My Twenties had a rough last two weeks. I've been sick and pretty much bed-ridden for those last two weeks. The meds I'm on have forced me to bust out elastic-waist pants and shakily move around on Jell-O legs. It's not pretty and certainly not how I planned to leave my Twenties.

All of that aside, today was wonderful. Truly, absolutely, wonderful. My daughter's been living a different lifestyle since I've been sick and has adapted quite well. Until today when she'd had enough, and REALLY missed her daddy (We've been staying with Vonnie a lot so that she can watch Em and me). When the Princess woke up from her nap, she couldn't stop crying. I went down the list asking her, "Does this hurt?", etc. She answered, "No!" for everything. Then I finally asked her if she missed her Daddy. "Aye" she said (that means yes). So we called him. And he came home early from work. Embree and I are so blessed.

When Daddy got home, we all went on a walk around our block. Em got to ride her bicycle while her daddy pushed her. I was just trying to keep up (still got the Jell-o legs) and absorb every single moment. The weather was perfect! I felt so incredibly happy tonight that I can't sleep. I can't do it. Too happy. So far, my Thirties are freaking awesome! Now that I can't sleep, I've been thinking. You know, I had some sort of contact just today with all of my immediate family and several really good friends. Just today! That's pretty fantastic!



God, I am so grateful for my amazing husband, my baby, my family, my wonderful friends, for my health, and for my Twenties. I am incredibly blessed and thankful. Please help me to not be as idiotic as I was in my Twenties. I'm still trying to recover from the embarrassment:) AMEN.